Mayalaen

When I was working on the CON ‘verse series three years ago, I posted Part 2: Control Theory quickly even though I didn’t really like it. Parts of it felt rushed and weird and my beta was trying to help but it just wasn’t flowing.

Now that I’ve reread it, I like it more than I did then. Sure it could use some beefing up with descriptions, fleshing out, but I like it.

It’s also making me realize that Part 3: Differential Association wasn’t supposed to be next in the series.

Part 4: Symbolic Interactionism fits better following Part 2.

And Part 3: Differential Association needs more things to happen before it can fit into the ‘verse anyway.

I’m editing everything and getting ready to post Symbolic Interactionism, but it’s very long and involved.

I think that’s another reason why I got overwhelmed by the whole series (and life itself). A lot of stuff going on and I usually don’t outline things. I kinda just write notes.

With a ‘verse that’s been in my head since I was 10 years old with well over 20 parts planned and/or written, it’s big.

I’ve gone back and outlined the first 4 parts of the series, and after I post Symbolic Interactionism (part 4 that will actually now be part 3), I’m going to go back and edit some of what’s already posted

* WARNING THAT THERE WILL BE EDITING TO THE ALREADY POSTED TWO PARTS *

I don’t know if switching up the order will confuse readers who were expecting Part 3 to be the summary promised at the end of Part 2, but oh well.

I also kinda wanna change Ruby to Meg. The more the series goes on, the more I’ve found a role that’s perfect for Ruby. And Meg fits the current Ruby role better.

It doesn’t happen to me very often, but I thoroughly enjoy it when it does.

It happened this morning, and I had enough time before I had to get up for work to indulge.

It had started out as this weird mix of Mads/Duncan’s cabin in Polar meshed with a Supernatural… feeling? You know how dreams just DO that.

So it quickly transforms into Supernatural characters hiding out in the cabin, and that’s when I become aware it’s a dream and start nudging things a bit.

If you’ve followed me for any length of time, you know I have a very strong k/ink for something :P

Anyway, it kinda got stuck on a loop, which was a little frustrating, but still fun. Duncan kept yanking Dean up off the chair and dragging him into the bathroom, slamming him up against the wall, and telling him he needed to knock it off (Dean, Cas, and Sam kept goofing around and Duncan wasn’t having it).

Well Dean kept being his cocky self until Duncan would get right in his face and threaten to do something about it it Dean didn’t knock it off, and Dean would get a little scared because he knew what Duncan was, so he’d apologize, and they’d go back out into the main part of the cabin.

But of course they’d start goofing around again.

But as part of this HUUUUUGE k/ink that I have, the anticipation of being in trouble and knowing you’re gonna pay for it is like… SO GOOD. SO. GOOD.

So the loop, although frustrating, was also super fun.

It even got to the point where each time he would drag Dean into the bathroom, he would undo Dean’s belt and start to yank down his jeans and boxers, but then Dean would be like “woah hey I’m sorry we’ll stop you don’t have to do that!” and Duncan would squint at him and drag him back out of the bathroom.

Sam was having a blast with the whole thing and trying to get Dean riled up, and for some reason Cas was REALLY scared of Duncan and kept trying to keep them all calm, but couldn’t help but start giggling and joining in when Sam and Dean would get to goofing around.

A few times I nudged it into Cas being the one that was dragged into the bathroom, but he was so scared he started crying. Not like boo-hoo crying, but tears were running down his cheeks and his eyes were all wide and his lip was wobbling.

I kept changing POVs from Duncan to camera-type observer, and each time I slipped into Duncan, I made sure to grind up against the guys as I scared the shit outta them :D