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[mayalaen]

Okay I've had my first psychiatric visit with my new pdoc since my old one retired and now I can live again. (she already sent in the prescriptions!! it used to take a week to get refills out of my old doc!)

Man I hate how weird I get over shit - that ridiculous thing where something is happening in the future that's kindasorta a big deal and I can't see past it and I can't plan other things and...

Three days ago I bottled 8 gallons of water for my dad (I use an osmosis system + a Berkey filter to clean tap water for us and bottle it for use) and I set the 8 gallons in my hallway and in my head I was like I can't take these into his room yet.

No idea why.

I didn't think it through. And when I feel like that, I let unimportant things go because I know whatever needs to happen that gets me over the hump will happen and then I catch up on all the stupid shit.

As soon as I ended the appointment I was like why the fuck are these water bottles in my hallway?!

Schiz brain is ridiculous, I tell you!

My old pdoc retied in May, and she gave me several refills to give me time to find a new pdoc, but the local psych places are all booked so far out that I didn't have an actual appointment with the new doc until today.

Everything went well and the new doc is more than happy to give me 90-day prescriptions and do televisits once a month, so YAY!!!