Mayalaen

Charlie saw a documentary by a guy who gets cyclone migraines. I don’t know if you’ve ever heard of this, but... it’s beyond awful, and if they lasted any longer than the 3-5 hours they typically last, I don’t think anyone would survive them. Not that it kills you, but rather I don’t think people would want to continue living.

My uncle gets them every once in a while. The daith piercings cut WAY down on the frequency of them, and he doesn’t have a constant migraine anymore with the daiths, but every once in a while a cyclone migraine sneaks up on him.

The guy in the documentary discovered that taking mushrooms once every two months kept the cyclone migraines away completely. If he did it every three months, it was too long in between and he’d get a cyclone migraine.

So like the dork I am who has guys in my shop willing to get me ANYTHING (seriously they offer all the time and they always crack up when I say weed is the only recreational drug I’ve ever taken and even then I don’t even smoke it and it’s not technically recreation for me because I’m using it to reset my brain once a week), I asked Saul to get me some microdoses for Charlie.

I don’t know if Charlie will actually do it, but he seemed very interested when he was telling me about the documentary. If he doesn’t do it, I only wasted $20.

From what Saul says, the microdose should only last 4-6 hours, which is good because when I had Charlie try weed, it gave him a wicked migraine, he projectile vomited and dry heaved for hours, and it gave him the sweats. It also lasted 10 hours :\

We even tried giving him liquid morphine one time to see if it would stop the cyclone migraine or at least help it, but it made it even worse. Cyclone migraines are insane!

Anyway, Saul should be able to get it to me tomorrow and I’m going to see if Charlie is up for it. He’s a paranoid kind of person, so I’m hoping he won’t flip out on it. Saul claims you don’t get paranoid on it, but I don’t think he realizes how chill he is himself or how paranoid Charlie is :D

Saul wants me to try the mushrooms too. Both he and I have read that mushrooms really help schizophrenia. Just like other hallucinogens, they stop hallucinations in schizophrenics, and there have been some claims that even occasional use helps a lot of the other symptoms of schizophrenia too.

If I wasn’t doing as well as I am, I think I’d try it, but I’m too nervous it’ll fuck my head up and I’ll lose the level of mental health I currently have.

But at least I can get some for Charlie and see if it helps :)