i got sicker again :(

[mayalaen]

A few days ago I started having a lot more trouble breathing. I went to my regular doc since it was during the day instead of before hours like last week.

She told me the same thing the urgent care dude a week before did: Sounds like you’re struggling to breathe and you’re only using about ½-2/3 of your lung capacity. And the ears are still infected and the allergies are going nuts so that’s not helping my breathing or ears. The lungs are clear, so that’s good because I don’t need to have pneumonia again.

So she gave me a strong antibiotic that I’ve gotta be on for 10 days instead of 5 like the last one and a 7-day course of steroids.

That should knock whatever this is out, but the only problem is steroids make me REALLY irritable.  Like nobody wants to be around me even when I’m trying hard to control myself.

I warned the guys here at the shop to let me know if I need to work harder on it. Right now there’s a family in here who brought in their cranky 2-year-old, and I just wanna kick the parents in the head. The kid has been whining and crying for TWO HOURS and they’re not done with the tattoo on the mom yet.

I’m only on the second day of steroids >:(

Silver lining to the steroids is I’m pissy enough that my social anxiety is backing off and I can do math in my head when there’s customers in the shop instead of being too busy not freaking out :P

Today’s the last day of work for the week, so if I can just make it a few more hours without kicking anyone or making anyone cry, I should be good :D

Damn, I better stay away from Saul and Evan. They’re more emotional and sensitive than the rest of the guys, and I’d probably make them cry way too easily.

*hides*

Oh, and weed doesn't play nice with steroids, so I can't do the gummy thing this weekend or next weekend. Hopefully my brain won't get too wacked out over the next couple weeks :P