so i've been working too much again but what's new

[mayalaen]

I’ve been working so hard at getting the sites back up and running (twice) and fixing computers and catching up on ordering products for the shop that I haven’t had much down time.

Good part is for some reason lately I’m not sleeping much, so I have more time to work on stuff, but I’m also working so hard that my hallucinations are ramped up.

I haven’t had loud-ish whispering (what sounds like people loudly whispering) auditory hallucinations in years and it’s been on and off for the last week except for when I’ve got gummies in my system.

I was just talking with my mom about the whole working too hard thing because about two weeks before the online store/browser hijacker crap that happened in the last couple weeks, things were calming down so much that I was considering taking a road trip.

I’ve had a really strong craving to drive up or down the east coast and (maybe in a few months when the snow stops) head up to the northern US, since I’ve never been. I also considered doing some hardcore gaming again, which I haven’t done at all in over 2 years. I’m living vicariously through Ryan with all that lately, and he’s indulging me whenever he can.

And then this hits and it’s like you HAD to get excited and start making plans, didn’t you.

like bitch you thought