too fast?

The shop has been slowly growing over the years, but in the last 3 years it’s doubling each year, and as of January it’s now 4 times the business we were doing just a couple years ago even in our best months.

But it’s kinda freaking me out.

Like it’s too big? Uncontrollable? i’m a control freak

I don’t know why it feels so overwhelming. It’s a good thing that we’re doing so well, and I’m not really complaining so much as it’s like...

maybe it’s the whole not-feeling-like-an-adult thing?

We stopped being a small business 3 years ago and are considered medium, and I handled that in stride. I went from ordering things 4-6 times a year to doing large orders twice a month from all our distributors.

This recent fast uptick is scary o_O

i wanna do the thing too!

Everyone I know has a celebrity or artist or model or musician or whatever crush.

They post about them, talk about them, follow them, and think they’re beautiful whether they’re classically beautiful/handsome/whatever or not.

I’ve never done this, but I feel like I’m missing out on something ridiculous and exciting and fun.

So I’m going to put a bunch of names in a random generator to pick my obsession and then spam you all.

Any suggestions?

And if you read the first part of this and said to yourself what is she talking about she’s totally obsessed with _____ -- please tell me. Maybe I’m nuts over something/someone and don’t even realize it :D

reading lips

Do people who don’t read lips realize you can “hear” accents when you read lips because of the way people form their words?

And I don’t know if other people who read lips enjoy the way some people move their mouths more than others, but sometimes people will move their mouths in a way that remind me of people I love or have loved. Sometimes they’ll move their mouths in a way that’s cute or attractive.

Mouths are so interesting and have a beauty all their own.